We Smile More. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
We Smile More.
It's different now,
Can't you see?
We smile more.
Your laugh touches my heart,
And your eyes shine,
Much brighter than before.
I cannot wait until you see,
Exactly what I see right now.
Perfection in an imperfect form.
Are you blinded to your reflection?
It's special, did you notice?
I love that heart of yours.
I'm okay with it taking time,
I've waited this long anyway.
I just like seeing you happy.
It's different now,
Can't you see?
We smile more.
Sudden Realization. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Sudden Realization.
The answer was always there,
Staring me in the face.
I never bothered to see it,
But I always wanted to, somehow.
I knew it'd take time,
And the time it has taken,
Has become well worth it,
And almost perfect.
My eyes were opened,
Widened and cleared,
The beautiful answer,
Right in front of me.
It gave me tears,
It gave me hope,
It made me smile,
It made me believe.
I never doubted the day to come,
The day I'd realize something,
The beauty in life, the beauty in God,
And all the things He'd give me.
I looked forward to it,
And here it is,
In my hands,
In my heart.
It was when I looked at him,
Knowing something new,
T
Don't Ruin You. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Don't Ruin You.
No one deserves you,
Nobody.
They'll never be good enough,
You're too special.
Every tear that falls,
From my eyes,
They form,
You made them.
Your heart,
What I seek,
I'm not sure,
I'd even be good enough.
Who is going to always care for you?
This world has too many people,
Who fail to love completely,
They'd only hurt you.
I can't seem to understand,
Why this happened to me,
But I don't mind,
Because I love you.
I don't want anything to ruin
Who you really are,
To me.
Now.
He's not average, but then again, he is.
He's the perfect height--you know, above her.
But she's known him long enough to say this,
His appearance will only ever be a plus (if anything).
Looking at him became easier with time,
Every glance had its purpose;
To see straight past his face,
And into the most precious place--
His heart.
She likes it there; it's warm.
His eyes lead her to this warm place,
She follows, she searches, she finds.
But it's somewhere she can't see--
His mind.
It's a complicated place, she's sure of it.
But it's exactly where she wants to be,
If she can get there somehow, someday.
He indescribably makes
Dear Marriage. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Dear Marriage.
Dear Marriage,
I'm so sorry to say that the world has spread you into almost everything, instead of just where you belong. I thought I'd write you today for the simple fact that I still believe you deserve honor and respect.
I've paid a lot of attention to you for over 3 years now. You have remained in the deepest part of my heart. Where did you come from? When were you created? These are the questions that deserve answers that are real and just. With the wisdom that my God has given me, and the knowledge from His word, I can say I understand them.
The world started somewhere. God created it, with all His mighty power. For years it was Him
Almost Lifeless. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Almost Lifeless.
It was gone,
I couldn't sense it anymore.
The way you spoke,
The absent spark;
You were almost lifeless.
I tried my best,
Keeping a positive attitude,
Holding the smile,
Hoping somehow over the phone,
You'd be reminded that I love you.
It's as if the happiness in you,
Was completely sucked out,
Leaving you hurting,
Silently, but screaming,
My heart ached.
All my long hours of prayer,
Nights of crying,
Days of waiting,
And pain of losing you;
Made you all the more worth it.
I could sit here writing a poem,
Thinking it might relieve me,
But the only thing to do so,
Would be to see you happy again;
Maybe because of me.
B
Someday, Maybe Soon. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Someday, Maybe Soon.
I could almost picture it,
With arms holding me,
The moon set to the right,
The stars will shine so bright.
An indescribable feeling to belong,
To feel connected to someone,
To be understood as me,
Knowing I'll be happy.
Don't you want that too?
The Want of Belongingness. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
The Want of Belongingness.
Every tear finds its place,
Falling from my eyes,
Down my cheeks,
Onto my pillow.
Wanting only one thing:
To belong somewhere.
But it's not that easy for me.
Ice cream outings,
Chocolate chip, not cookie dough;
Mistake made.
I should speak more clearly.
Black cherry for him,
In a cup with three scoops,
He finished it before I;
The piano beginning to sound.
I bit the cone,
Finished it,
Threw it away,
And looked at him.
He almost left, but my turn came,
I played a song for him,
Stopped one too many times,
To look at him and laugh at myself.
If anything changes,
I just don't want this,
To ever
go away.
We Smile More. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
We Smile More.
It's different now,
Can't you see?
We smile more.
Your laugh touches my heart,
And your eyes shine,
Much brighter than before.
I cannot wait until you see,
Exactly what I see right now.
Perfection in an imperfect form.
Are you blinded to your reflection?
It's special, did you notice?
I love that heart of yours.
I'm okay with it taking time,
I've waited this long anyway.
I just like seeing you happy.
It's different now,
Can't you see?
We smile more.
Sudden Realization. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Sudden Realization.
The answer was always there,
Staring me in the face.
I never bothered to see it,
But I always wanted to, somehow.
I knew it'd take time,
And the time it has taken,
Has become well worth it,
And almost perfect.
My eyes were opened,
Widened and cleared,
The beautiful answer,
Right in front of me.
It gave me tears,
It gave me hope,
It made me smile,
It made me believe.
I never doubted the day to come,
The day I'd realize something,
The beauty in life, the beauty in God,
And all the things He'd give me.
I looked forward to it,
And here it is,
In my hands,
In my heart.
It was when I looked at him,
Knowing something new,
T
Don't Ruin You. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Don't Ruin You.
No one deserves you,
Nobody.
They'll never be good enough,
You're too special.
Every tear that falls,
From my eyes,
They form,
You made them.
Your heart,
What I seek,
I'm not sure,
I'd even be good enough.
Who is going to always care for you?
This world has too many people,
Who fail to love completely,
They'd only hurt you.
I can't seem to understand,
Why this happened to me,
But I don't mind,
Because I love you.
I don't want anything to ruin
Who you really are,
To me.
Now.
He's not average, but then again, he is.
He's the perfect height--you know, above her.
But she's known him long enough to say this,
His appearance will only ever be a plus (if anything).
Looking at him became easier with time,
Every glance had its purpose;
To see straight past his face,
And into the most precious place--
His heart.
She likes it there; it's warm.
His eyes lead her to this warm place,
She follows, she searches, she finds.
But it's somewhere she can't see--
His mind.
It's a complicated place, she's sure of it.
But it's exactly where she wants to be,
If she can get there somehow, someday.
He indescribably makes
Dear Marriage. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Dear Marriage.
Dear Marriage,
I'm so sorry to say that the world has spread you into almost everything, instead of just where you belong. I thought I'd write you today for the simple fact that I still believe you deserve honor and respect.
I've paid a lot of attention to you for over 3 years now. You have remained in the deepest part of my heart. Where did you come from? When were you created? These are the questions that deserve answers that are real and just. With the wisdom that my God has given me, and the knowledge from His word, I can say I understand them.
The world started somewhere. God created it, with all His mighty power. For years it was Him
Almost Lifeless. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Almost Lifeless.
It was gone,
I couldn't sense it anymore.
The way you spoke,
The absent spark;
You were almost lifeless.
I tried my best,
Keeping a positive attitude,
Holding the smile,
Hoping somehow over the phone,
You'd be reminded that I love you.
It's as if the happiness in you,
Was completely sucked out,
Leaving you hurting,
Silently, but screaming,
My heart ached.
All my long hours of prayer,
Nights of crying,
Days of waiting,
And pain of losing you;
Made you all the more worth it.
I could sit here writing a poem,
Thinking it might relieve me,
But the only thing to do so,
Would be to see you happy again;
Maybe because of me.
B
Someday, Maybe Soon. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
Someday, Maybe Soon.
I could almost picture it,
With arms holding me,
The moon set to the right,
The stars will shine so bright.
An indescribable feeling to belong,
To feel connected to someone,
To be understood as me,
Knowing I'll be happy.
Don't you want that too?
The Want of Belongingness. by DreamingPhotographer, literature
Literature
The Want of Belongingness.
Every tear finds its place,
Falling from my eyes,
Down my cheeks,
Onto my pillow.
Wanting only one thing:
To belong somewhere.
But it's not that easy for me.
Ice cream outings,
Chocolate chip, not cookie dough;
Mistake made.
I should speak more clearly.
Black cherry for him,
In a cup with three scoops,
He finished it before I;
The piano beginning to sound.
I bit the cone,
Finished it,
Threw it away,
And looked at him.
He almost left, but my turn came,
I played a song for him,
Stopped one too many times,
To look at him and laugh at myself.
If anything changes,
I just don't want this,
To ever
go away.
Before I became "sm|photography", I had to go through my Dreaming Photographer stage. ;)
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Please visit me there, I would greatly appreciate it! If you like my old works, perhaps you'll like my new ones!
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Moving to SM|Photography
December 23rd, 2007
So I just want to make it clear that I will be having sa-photographs (https://www.deviantart.com/sa-photographs) as my main dA account. That is where you can contact me at, comment galore my page, ask questions, pretty much that's ME! This account is still here, so you can still look through my gallery, comment the photos, fav them, don't worry, it won't be deleted. It shows all my photos I did without even have an SLR or anything fancy, but how I accomplished many things in Photography even with a Point and Shoot!
So please help me get used to SM-Photography where I feel at "home."
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Dreaming Photography is a fairly kool ID.... you proably wont see any more messages on Utube until they fix it.... every time they do a major update on a site, which is too often, they break everything, or it does not work with some browers or summin.... kinda retarted....
U ROCK MY FREAKIN'SOCKS! I just saw that ummm... *cough* acne *cough* pic u put up(> i hate that word!) and u have got some bravery! i love it! and also i been suffering from it latly too so remember ur not alone! ^^